This was something that I had always wanted to do. No really. The Sway I grew up watching on MTV was the one doing the interviews, and making me want to know more about certain artists, people, times, places, etc. Have you ever been presented with the opportunity of a  lifetime,  after  SO much time and hard work?

Guess what. the reward is exactly what  you think it feels like when you accomplish one of your dreams. I’m such an emotional person and am so big on feeling like I’m alive rather than just knowing it and  this experience is one that I will be able to tell. As  I’m sitting in this terminal  at JFK  I’m saddened because I’m not gonna get up and take the L train to Manhattan tomorrow, but not because I didn’t give this audition EVERYTHING I had. so at this point all I can do is

sit back and let the universe take its course.

This week  taught me a lot about myself- a lot of down time and a lot of train time and running around the city visiting people I love, new and old. Meeting new people and making new connections is always a plus in my eyes….what i need and don’t need. As a person we tend to put our own barriers and obstacles but  this was the week that I knocked it down. I did the damn thing….and I am more proud of myself today than I ever have been in my whole life.

To all my family and friends that tweeted, called, texted, prayed, and laughed with me while I was on air this week I THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. Wherever this road leads just know I love you guys-this week taught me a lot about my friends and family….

Lets see what I can do next week….